知足常乐呀～ :)

把别人当成我的镜子，是我爸教我的道理。这个道理的陪伴下，我学到很多。看见举止不雅的人，告诉我不能这样。看见不孝的人，会想到他们父母的感受。看见讨厌的人，提醒自己，我不要变成他。

我的生活出现过千千万万面不同的镜子。我尽量把它们化为原动力。怎样做人？这是个很深奥和无止尽的答案。每个人有不同的观念，所以我们不能评论说：“你错了！不是这样的。”甲认为只要是对的，就不顾一切的去做。但相反的，乙人会想：“我这样做会伤到别人吗？”有些人会认为甲是对的，因为人就是要争取所拥有的权利。而有些人会说乙是对的，因为他在争取权利至于会想到别人。还有很多很多不同的想法，因为每个人都带着不同颜色的眼睛看世界，不是当事人。与其讨论谁对谁错，不如把对方当成自己。要是你会真么做？

很多人有贵贱之分。人人往往把捡荒者当成很不起眼的人，这就是很多人的贵贱之分。对我而言，他们是相反的。虽然他们是捡荒，但是非常尊重的。比起一些每天为了赚钱买毒品的人，他们好上千万倍。捡荒者的身份是崇高的。虽然没钱，但是他们不偷不强，踏踏实实地活着。他们宁愿活得苦些，都不亏欠任何人。

有时我会埋怨现在的生活，但是想想，我现在比起很多人都幸福。今天我到某个商场，里面全挤满人因为土族佳节要到了。我看见很多友族年轻人在购买新衣。一半以上的一都是品质差到某种程度，但是因为经济能力有限，他们别无选择。人们的需求实物止尽，谁不想有名牌衣？但是做人要知足，珍惜你现在所有的，才是最实际的。跟身边的人分享你拥有的，给予别人没有的，心里会更踏实。

谢谢你，我的家人！

谢谢你，我的朋友们！

谢谢你，陌生人！

:)

Yawn!

I have to finish this as fast as I can. The time is now 11.15pm and I am exhausting. What I had done were helping my parents to search for air flight tickets and after that was changing clothe for my blog. How is it looks? I had spent a couple of hours to done that. After applied the new skin for my blog, I found that my music player was get lost. Argh! I will fix it tomorrow. Just let it mute for hours.

Oh ya! Tomorrow is Wesak Day. Have to go to the temple for pray and there will be a charity sales as well. Guess will end before the afternoon. My schedule for tomorrow is tidy my room after came back from the temple and then is an important mission - eating books and lecture slides.

Okay,that's all. Have to sleep now. Will be continue. Good night,all. See ya. :)

Short post :)

Today is lovely Sunday. Actually I wanted to wake up lately. But who know the phone rang. It is an international phone call from my aunty, my dad sis in Canada. She had ruined my sweet dream. I had forced to picked up the phone because no one at home. My parents were gone to jogging while my brother was enjoying his pig sleep.

After the phone, I decided not went back to my warm bed. I washed my face, and then I swept the floor. Ding dong~ My door bell rang. There is my aunty, my mum sis. She gave a plastic bag to me. There were red eggs and some fruits. This was her gives back gift. Because my mum had gave an ang pao for his son. And then my parents came back for the jog.

After having breakfast, I was doing some extra exercise for my math revision. Seems I failed my exams, so I have to do more exercise in order to improve. So I borrowed 2 books from library on Saturday. The books are explain the steps in very detail way. I like it. =)

In the afternoon, I was hanging out with my girl friends. Actually we didn’t aspect to go together. But lately I knew they were going and I am quite boring after doing many exercises. Then I decided to meet them when my parents were going to buy things.

Me and Theresa. She is just a spending queen.

Me, Theresa and Leh Kion.Leh kion was forced to take this photo. She is a girl that

don't like to take photo. Especially three person in one photo.

Again~

Have a simple and enjoyable day! :)

Have to get prepared for a new week tomorrow.

Cheers! ♥

Reborn ! :)

I am in a very bad mood last night because of trauma. Something keeps inside my heart for ages and I never tell anyone. Last night was a terrible night. Everything was just burst along. I can’t control my tears and I need a listener. Since I can’t make any call because I am really out of control. Suddenly, one of my close friends wrote something in my msn and I decided to tell her everything, and there was also another close friend. I told what exactly in my heart, and they gave me some advice and comfort. Even they didn’t said much because their comfort skill is just need some improvement but I appreciate it. They are always beside me when I needed for. They just listen what I said without any argument. When I am face problem in study, they will help me. Even they are just an ordinary girl for others but they are special for me.

Besides that, I did received a blessing and encouragement from a best friend who is now currently in UK. She is a fascinating girl. For her, there is no such a ‘failure’ word in her life. She can change the negative into positive. Sometimes I wish I can learn from her. She knew I am blue yesterday, she said:”沒有人可以否定你，除了你自己。如果人類可以飛上月球，這世上甚麼事情是不可能的？很多時候，相不相信是看你自己。沒有人生下來甚麼都順利，甚麼都會，而這也是人生存的意義，那就是不斷的學習，不斷進步。然而前提是，你得先相信你自己！人失敗不是罪，無知不是罪；放棄自己最不對！你要加油!”I will keep this in my heart. Thanks, girl.

There are many thoughts in my mind. There are a lot of people in this world cannot have the chance to have a higher education. So what is the point I have to give up easily just because of this small matter? I am much more lucky compare to others. I have to learn from mistake. Be strong, be tough, and be brave. Thank you, friends. The rainbow in my heart had repainted by you.

I went to my friend house for doing the Economics case study presentation slide. The day before, I decided all of us to bring our own favorite instant noodle for lunch.

This girl, she said she wanted to share the peanut

snack that came from her home town. But then she

kept thinking not to open when I took out my pen knife. Lol.

But at last she did shared with us. The snack

was yummy. Thanks, susie~

The snack.

Taken when they were discussing.

The messy table.

Guess what are we doing? We were web cam

using two different laptop, in the same

house, on the same table. Funny though~

Siu mai from Sibu. Nice what !

My curry maggie mee with cheese slice and

also added with lime juice. Srup...srup...

Susie har mee with sotong ball.

The sotong ball taste good.

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p/s:

There is no more gloomy me.

A new yann yan da jie has reborn.

Thanks to my all dearly friends.

You make my life brighter.

Take care~

:)

接受现实？

最近，我失去了平常乐观的我。种种事都来的不顺。前不久，得知我的会计分数不及格。我又哭了，眼泪就是控制不住的脱颖而出。几次告诉自己不可再哭，可是就是做不到。我发现我越来越经不起挫折。想找个人发泄，但又说不出口。

今天有个数学小考，我在前一晚把习题都重做。带着半个信心到班上，看见同学们都在复习。心情顿时随着紧张。10.00am，看见老师走进科室。依惯例，老师先看过上一个练习。终于到我了，他看着我说:’ Try your best. It’s not that hard.’ 听到这句话，心情很复杂。11.30am，考试了！看过短短的两题题目，好像会有好像不会。硬着头皮，拿起笔，按着计算机，写下答案。这次我没有提早离开科室，直到老实说停笔。交上答案的那一刻，心情很沉重，我可以预测会是怎样的后果。

可是外，同学们在讨论答案。他们口中的答案，我都不熟悉。直走进厕所，坐在马桶上，听见女同学们都进来厕所。强忍泪水，走出去说:’这次我没哭！’心很酸。

坐进朋友的车去吃午餐，我一言不发，他们也如此。我看着窗外，眼泪流出来了。鼻涕也跟着出来却不能吸，深怕同学知道。最后还是被发现了。丢脸到～原本想潇洒地独自流泪，在到达目的地前插干眼泪。谁知，一通朋友的电话，破灭了。车上的女同学们安慰了我。我想她们是抚摸我头发次数最的人。她们都在我低落时陪着我，鼓励我。

我很感谢她们的安慰与鼓励。但是现在的我，安慰与鼓励，对我已没有作用。太多的失望让我慢慢看见绝望。他们都叫我不要轻易放弃，但是现实好想再逼我放弃。我的自信心慢慢不见了。为何别人的头脑看见考题或习题可以转得很快，我学不能？为何别人一听就会明白，我却不能？为何… …? 心里有很多怕，想着想着，心累了。曾经几次想说，却说不出。

现实让我慢慢看见绝望~

Random Post =)

It wasn’t an easy week. From now onward, I have to rush for my assignments. All of them come together. 3 assignments due on the same date and 2 presentations are set in the same week. Pretty busy right? After assignments and sort of presentation, then will be final exam. Have to do revision right after that. But don’t worry; I can handle it, because I can ask help from my friends.

By the way, something bad happened a few days before. I guessed I had hurt my friend. I just want to let her know the truth who knows then I hurt her. Is it will be better if I didn’t tell her? However, everything is okay now. Our emotion is easy comes and easy goes. Hope our friendship can last forever. :)

The day that she is coming back is getting closer and closer. I am waiting for that. But too bad I will have final exam when she comes back. But I believe they can understand me. They will wait for me. Girls, be ready ya. We are going to experience the secondary life. We are going to be crazy and out of control? Hmmm…. We will see. I am waiting for you~ ♥

Draw a rainbow in your heart to beautify our life. Smile when you getting angry. Cry when you are sad. Life is simple as that. :)