Bye, April ! Hi, May ! :)

Dear all, it has been a long time I didn’t update my blog. It turns rusty and dusty. The reason is I am too busy with my school works. Things come one by one. I have to spend my time in order to finish them.

I am having a week of study free week, consider as holiday? I have to say it is a holiday but not free. I fall in sick 2 days after the holiday starts. Sigh~ it’s just feeling too bad for me. It is a curse? Somehow I feel that I must fall in sick when I am in holiday. Weird though! But now I am recovering from bit by bit. So not too worry my friends.

Today is 28th of April, two more days to May. Sometimes I feel that the time really goes so fast, it likes go through a week just after a blink. In May, many things to do. First thing first is my mid-term exam after my holiday, which I haven get prepared of it. Smart right? Lame what! But I am putting effort in eating those books and lecture slides, as many as I can.

Hmmm… Many things happened within this month. The headline of this month is there is a couple among my Curtin’s friends. Woo~ Excited right! I am happy for them. They are really a perfect couple in our eyes. Hope they can stay together forever and ever.

Oh ya! There are three April babies among my Curtin’s friends as well. We celebrate together and have a lot of fun. I had experienced a special birthday celebration for my friend’s birthday. We bought a cake and then we drove to the highest level of the car park in Bintang. And then lighted up a candle without fire (imagine it is), and then sang the birthday song loudly. Crazy?! But we have a lot of fun there.

See~ We put the cake on that car and the candle
without fire.Haha xD

That's all for today. I miss my friends that i didn't see them for ages. All of us are busy in own business or separate by distance. But never mind, I'm believe there will be one day that we can sit together, chat for hours, make lots of laughter, make sweet memory and many many things that we can do.

Enjoy your everyday, guys ! And good luck for everything. See ya. :)

My weekend : )

Teehee~ I end up my weekend with full of joy and laughter. I would like to say thank you to all my dearest friends. As what I said before, you brighten up my days. I did many stupid things in the past few days, I kept in a blue mood. I had shouted to my family, and that is the first time. I’m exactly out of my control, especially my tears. But luckily my friends are always standing with me. They try to cheer my up and calm me down. Sweet of them. The power of friendship is unlimited. =)

Well, let me talk about my week. First, is Friday. I had class during that day and also worksheet 2. The worksheet is driving me to insane. I can’t work it out. Too bad. But that is already became a fact, I can’t change it. What I can do is do well for the coming test. Be positive. =) After the class, I went to Parkson with my friends. Actually we wish to buy same clothes but after we wore in the fitting room, everyone was not satisfied. So we gave up. I am sure we will have it next time. After that, we went to the ground floor and played around at the perfume section. Haha.

At night, I had gathered with my secondary old friends. As usual, my friend picked me up. It is kind of our traditional. Cause I didn’t drive in night. We went to Tanjong for our dinner. Laughter is more than everything. After that, we went to Secret Recipe to continue our gossip. The night was ended up with a sweet dream.

Dear Sook Leng & Me :)

Dear Choon Yen & Sook Leng :)

Bryant~ :)

Part 2, is yesterday. I had to do the Malaysian Studies project on that day. The project is about take five pictures to reflect the theme “Unity & 1Malaysia”. I went to my friend’s house and settled one of the pictures. Due to the rest pictures we need to take in Tanjong beach, so we spent around 2 hours in his house. We played cards with no chip in. So it still consider as legal right? XD I had won for 2-3 times among them. Haha. What happen after that? Let me make it short. We separated into 2 cars and heading to Tanjong beach. The sun was melting me. But we still have to conquer it because we must finish taking the pictures on that day. As soon as we finished our job, we played along the seashore. And then, once again, I had dinner with them there.

While waiting~ :)

Group photo~ :)
Sweet Bing Bing & me :)
Sweet Leh Kion & Bing Bing :)


Big Collin & me :)


Again, big big Quan & me :)

Shadows~ :)

Today is Sunday, tomorrow is another new week. So I can’t waste my time like this. I had spent 2 days for fun and now have to get serious in my assignments. Bye, friends. Have a nice day. And good luck for the coming week. =)

Decision making

I am having a miserable week. Everything seems under my expectation. I dropped my tears twice in a week. What a poor person am I. I feel that I am changing day by day. I change weaker and weaker. I can’t face things positively nowadays. Before I come to university life, I am a very cheerful person. But now, everything is different. I pretend to be strong in front of my parents, siblings, and friends. Sometimes I feel that I am an only body without a soul. My emotion lose control easily. I told myself that ‘Hold your tears, don let it out of your eyes’. But I really can’t. I hate myself much.

Something happens today in my tutorial class. It stills the same topic, about our grouping. The lecturer keep arranged me and my friend to be with group with 2 china students. We refused. But that lecturer keeps saying that we are happy with the grouping before. What the “H” he is?! You are the one who made decision all the way. My sight started to become blur when he read out the grouping list. We don’t wish to be with group with the china girls is because it will be worst that I have no basic with that subject and my friend is not good in analysis. If four of us stay in one group meaning that we are stand just beside the cliff. Everything will be over once we drop into the cliff.

I felt want to give up at that time because the lecturer seems kept not allowed us to change our group members. In my mind, at that moment, I had totally given up. Because once we make any changes, it will be changes in other groups as well. Everyone is just to protect themselves, so I can’t force them to make changes because of me. We still have to think for others situation sometimes.

After I came back from the washroom, the lecturer said he could work it out. He came out with a solution that the two china girls from my group exchange with another two students in my friend’s group. I am struggling in making decision in that time because that my friends also no basic at all. If we shift our group members, the quality of their group will drop. I kept on saying not to change but that lecturer kept saying that ‘I don’t you to have nightmare.’ What? I said I want to make changes before you kept refuse and now I don’t want to change then you asked to change then. Where you come from? From the Mars? Why you can change your mind in only few seconds. I really want to say fxxk you. I can’t make any sense with what is he thinking about.

After discussion, the two china girls changed to my friend’s group and their members came to us. Sigh~ Feel sorry for their group. They take what we rejected.Thank you and sorry, guys! I appreciate what you guys did for us.

We force to make choices once we were born. It’ll be fine if you’re making a right choice, but you will put others in a bad situation once you had made a wrong choice. Nothing is perfect, we have to give up something in order to gain a greater outcome. We might hurt someone close to you, but this is what we should face as we are living in the reality world.

What I wish to? I wish the days after will be great, bright, wonderful and without tears. I wish I can pass for my commerce math worksheet 2 tomorrow. I wish people around me can be strong and fight for their future. I wish bad things can keep far from me. My wish is endless. I wish everyday can be beautiful, that will be enough.

I think this is what I can do to release my stress.

Thank you, my friends. You guys brighten up my day. My heart now is full of warmth.

Let’s cherish what we have now. Cheers~

01-04-10

Weekend is coming. I thought I can have a good rest, but I can’t. I’m going to off Miri for 2 days 1 night. Qing Ming is coming, have to go back to my dad’s hometown. I have to live there without air-con, internet, my bed, … … In addition, I force to doing my revision there. Argh~ Hot ler!

Many events happened these few days. I’m suffering in my math exercises – Logarithm. I still don’t know how to do it and my worksheet 2 is coming next week. And accounting test is coming the next Monday as well. All in all, my weekend will be very pack.

Another thing that annoyed me is my accounting group. I can’t understand why some lecturer can’t let the students decide their own grouping? Keeps saying want to help those foreign students, what! Hey, we know our friends well, so automatically it will be more efficient if we stay with our friend right! The same thing to those foreign students la. I am sure they are also unwilling to be in a group with other strangers. And that lecturer said: “You people should help them because they have no basic and not good in English.” What?! What brand of brain are you using? Foreign students are not necessary poor in English, okay. There are speaking smooth in English, only the slang is not accurate. Even their vocabulary and grammar is better than us. Duh! What’s wrong with you? Separate the entire pro with the poor. Make the situation even worst. You’re the one who despise them. The groupings change and change for thousand times already, and not settle until today. I will see what will be the outcome in the end of this semester.

I’ve done a stupid stuff today. I almost get lost when I sent my friend home. Normally I will follow the old road to back home. But today I feel want to use a road that I haven use before. Who knows, I get lost in the end. I turned and turned until I get into a residential area. I’m afraid at that moment. There is no car there. Then I kept go around somewhere there. Suddenly I saw a car with Brunei car plate. I thought it should be going to the town, and then I followed it. Finally I get out from there. Phew~ Guys, don’t use the road that you are not familiar. It’s dangerous, especially when you’re alone.

Before I end up this post, I want to talk about Deli France in my campus. Yesterday, there was a 30mins gap for my next class so we decided to go Deli France. I felt sleepy at that time so I ordered a cup of hot chocolate, which cost me Rm 3.50. So I felt excited while waiting the drink. Then it ended up with this:

A tasteless and cold "hot" chocolate.

Happy holiday and enjoy~
=)