What's wrong?

I didn’t blogging for about one week. It turns rusty now. Well, this week I am quite busy and uncommon. I force me to be busy. I can feel that I am the only one who is busy with this and that. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just feel don’t want to stop and rest. I am moody all the week. I admit that I feel annoying when my friends are talking with me before. Even I act to smile and laugh in front of them sometimes. I feel guilty now. Hope they didn’t realize that. Sorry, my friends. =( I shouldn’t do that. I am suffering and try to control my temper. I could sense that I am going to explore when we were discussing for the grouping. But fortunately I succeed to control that. I am danger now, so, please don’t stay close with me.

I didn’t talk properly with my family. Most of the conversations are in A & Q. I hate myself much. Maybe can say in this way, I feel don’t want to talk. Feel sorry to them too. I am begging to be forgiving.

Hope I didn't hurt anyone.

I wish to shout out my pain loudly.

I need a shoulder to calm down my tears.

I need a hug to tell me I am not alone.

I need someone to tell me,” It’s ok! Everything will be alright!”


ARGH~!!!!! WHAT THE HXXL WITH ME?! =’(