Sentiment of mine

Last night, I am watching comedy drama with me beloved family. We enjoyed it very much. We laughed loudly, it has been long time we didn’t watch drama together. Suddenly, the phone rang. We eldest brother picked up the phone. He spoke with a very serious tone with the caller. My heart was become cold at that moment, I kept thinking what happen. They all do have the same feeling. I turned off the sound and waiting for my brother to end the phone call.

After awhile, he put down the phone and my mum asked him “Who called? And what happen?” then my brother answered “4th uncle called. He said Amei (something like 公公 in kayan’s language) had passed away just now. ” He is my grandma’s youngest brother. We all felt shock. My tears kept turned in my eyes. He seems very strong when my parents visited him on Sunday. He spoke energetic, kidding with them, ate oranges. He was a very strong person. He never sick before. This is the first time he stayed in hospital, I think. =’(

I stopped watching movie, and I went to the toilet and cried silently. Why things can change suddenly without any inform, any notify? We even not prepared for it. It’s just comes as it like. My dad called his son. He said his father passed away very peaceful, with no pain. He said, one of her daughter just made a phone call to asked her dad take care of himself and she will visit him while the holidays during the coming March. However, he didn’t wait for that day. R.I.P =’(

Besides that, my family plan not to go traveling during this year as we will have a trip during the end of year every year so that we can celebrate Christmas day with him this year. Who know, we have no more chance. =’( There is many feeling in my heart now. I can’t express them in words.

Now I keep reminding myself, appreciate and thank for what I have today because it might be not yours on the next minute or the next day. We can’t catch the time passed but we can look forward. Life is looking forward. I am happy to have my beloved grandparents, my much-loved parents, my favorite brothers and also dearly loved friends and also strangers I will meet in the future. I will always love them even we are separated by distance. I will always keep them inside my heart, even I can’t remember their faces until the last breath in my life.

I love you, my grandparents.

I love you, my parents.

I love you, my brothers.

I love you, my friends.

I love you, future strangers.

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p/s: Try to treasure what we have in our life so that we’ll not be regret when we lost them, because they are inside our heart ever and forever.

Happy CNY =DDD

Chinese New Year is coming. It‘s seems not really special for me nowadays cause I am not waiting for it like previous years. The most I expecting is can gather with all my beloved relatives once a year. And ‘YAY’, I had my wonderful reunion dinner with my family. My brother came back from KL. How the CNY goes if one of my family member cannot absence, I wondering. However, my youngest brother cannot go visiting with us because he has to go lion dance performance every day. He comes back at around 7pm every day.
The first day CNY, it was actually tired. Not less than 50 persons visited to my house. They made me out of control. My house is full of noisy. Argh!!! Everything ended at night. I thought we could rest and packed for the next day trip to my grandparents house after that, who knows, my dad wanted to go again to my 4th uncle’s house. “WTF” appeared in my mind at that moment. Sigh, but we cannot defy him. Finally, we slept around 12am.
The next day, we still wake up at 8pm. After prepared, we depart and went to grandparent’s house. Wee~ I like there. All my cousin, aunties, uncles and relatives were there. I stayed there for 2 days. And it was great. So, what am I waiting now? I am waiting for my friend’s house visiting for the coming days. =)

WISH ALL OF YOU HAVE A HAPPY AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR.

Friends ;)))

Woo~ I think I has been more than one week didn’t update my blog. It starts rusting. Haha. Not because of why, is because busying in preparation for CNY. Sometimes feel want to update it but feel lazy and tired after doing all those stuffssss.

This week I beg two days as my off-days from my boss – my mum. I am getting bored for this kind of life. It is likes already been arranged. Everyday keep doing on the same things. Argh~ makes me almost crazy. I make these two off-days as my friends gathering. I had gathered with two groups of dearest friends.

First Outing

My first friend’s outing was on 4^th of Feb. I hang out with my secondary friends which are from 反派党. But not the entire member attended, they are having their own businesses. The main people we hang out this time were my friends who came back from KL for holidays. I really didn’t meet up with them more than six months. I felt happy when I saw them. They didn’t change much. Our first destination was at Pizza Hut to have our lunch. After that we went to Imperial Mall. We talk a lot, shopped a lot but bought less. Haha. However we laughed much just likes when we are still studying in secondary school. I am always happy to have them to be my friends. We concern each other when didn’t meet up for a long time, we give comfort or encourage someone when they need, we laugh together when happy, we shed tears when heard something sad, we lend our shoulder when someone feels unhappy, we… … …. We can do many things to your friends, it is endless, just likes our friendship. =)

Me and Yik Hwa =)

Me and Ik jing. Cant see her eyes huh? Haha.=)

Lastly, me and Leng =)

Second Outing

It was happened on last Sat. I hang out with my primary school friends. It is cool when you heard I still can be friend with primary school schoolmate huh? I think many of us already forgot 99% of our primary school life. But I still keep in touch with them. It is amazing and makes me happy all the way. I appreciate them. They will become a part of memories in my life and become a history when I am getting older. I will keep them inside the deepest of my heart, never let them disappear.

Yee and Hui =)

Me and Hui =)

Friendship Always Ever Forever~!!!

Bye~!!! ;)))